I feel guilty. Really really very guilty. Of putting you through all this. I feel like I am imposing myself on you. Like I'm forcing my feelings and emotions on you. I selfishly keep making everything about me with no regards for what you might feel like. And you don't deserve to go through that. I maybe am that naive to not understand that you really can't be mine ever or I yours. Even after you telling me this loads of time. You don't love me, right? Just tell me this. If you don't love me then why the hell do you behave like you do. Like you cannot live without me. Why would you treat me like I'm your "one". I understand why you remain quite at times I casually joke about us being together. I literally cry everytime we talk about this or about anything remotely related to this or even when I think about this. I swear I would cry like a baby if we talk about this face to face. And I don't think I could stop myself. I crave your presence in my ar
How weirdly satisfying are the first rains in this city. If you didn’t notice then let me bring it to your attention that the earlier sentence was not a question. I’ve always been very fond of rains and what it does to the environment. I wish there was something similar that could have the same effects and result on us human beings. It hasn’t been the kind of story where you wished for something and life and fate put their magic to manifest that and make it happen miraculously. But when things reach a threshold, there’s always something new waiting to sprout to life. It was just like any other day that I could reckon. It was supposed to be an emotional rollercoaster but of-course not for me. I had just gotten out of the college gate and was waiting for the only friend I had throughout the course of time I had been a student of the college and let’s not get into how much of a task that was. Oh, and yes, it was the last day for us as a student of that institute. It has always been a